"Every word I write is either about you or about us.
Though it is not my way of hoping or holding on, this is me letting go.
This book is a draft of my happy ending without you.
This is me reminiscing my story, writing about this puppy love from being a kid inside me.
Yes, a puppy love.
That left a stain on my soul.
And I know that I don't write about the love we shared but about the pain after it.
From the pain, I sail away but still not getting anywhere.
And I'm not yet satisfied with the drafts I brought in over the nights about my happy ending.
Though it is not my way of hoping or holding on, this is me letting go.
This book is a draft of my happy ending without you.
This is me reminiscing my story, writing about this puppy love from being a kid inside me.
Yes, a puppy love.
That left a stain on my soul.
And I know that I don't write about the love we shared but about the pain after it.
From the pain, I sail away but still not getting anywhere.
And I'm not yet satisfied with the drafts I brought in over the nights about my happy ending.
So I write.
I always write."
I always write."
–Jhunamae Moja, Smnllyl(what do I always write about?)
Journal Date: 12.25.21
Journal Date: 12.25.21
