"The moment I meet you again, maybe on the train station, bus going home, or in the mall where you broke me to dust.
The moment I meet you again, I won't look at you with the eyes of pain. I won't try to look deeper in your eyes finding what I loved about you. I won't try to run for something I never did. I won't make you see all the written poems I made for you through my eyes. I won't give you a clue where I glued my broken heart for you to break it again. I won't be the same.
I won't let you know that you made me a home and left me being flooded with regrets. I won't let you know that I thought we'd be more.
The moment I meet you again, I'm am ready to see someone I don't want to talk about."
—Jhunamae Moja, smnllyl(when I meet you again)
Journal Date: June 14, 2023
