"It's making me sad writing so much about you even though I don’t ever want you to see it. Because I know it’s not your fault to plot every word that comes out every time I think of you. Because you deserve more, more than words written on paper. I know my words are exaggerations. They are mostly scenarios I filmed in my head about you with the wishful thinking of seeing you again— even years have passed and none of it came true."
—Jhunamae Moja(Smnllyl, wishful thinking)
Journal Date: June 26, 2023
