"Don't expect that the right one always come with flowers and Valentine love letters. They won't always come as man in a suit with expensive gifts, or in a date with fireworks show.
Don't expect that they always have to be the one who drives while you were on the passenger seat, the one who brings you in a beach get-away, or the one whom you wanted to be with in a romantic hotel room. Don't expect that they will come in a perfect night, watching the full moon beside you, on the top of your neighbor's roof. They won't always come along with butterflies in your stomach, racing heartbeats, and blushing cheeks.
Sometimes, the right one comes beside you on your tiring day, and will just understand your stories and roller coaster emotions. Sometimes, they are the ones who listen to how you call yourself ugly every time you feel like saying it and tell you that you're the most beautiful in his eyes.
Because in my story with him, he came with a smile that validates my dreams even how much they sound impossible. He's the one who tells me he'll save me on a game, watch me play on my own, or shows me how his game works. He's the one who never gets tired of loving me 25/8 in his own timeline. He's the one who loves to film and take pictures of me when I look in the depth of my view. He's the one who never gets annoyed on my almost repeating stories about Taylor Swift and cute pink things under my eyes, who wouldn't mind my bad sides, and the one that I can be myself with.
Don't expect that the right one always come in beautiful places, won't have your ideal characteristics—but the one who will figure everything out with you. Sometimes, they are the ones you never expected to be that important to you, to be the ones you can never imagine to live without."
—Jhunamae Moja(Smnllyl, 25/8)
Journal Date: 03.31.24
